The following post will only be understood by the ones who know what it pertains to.

It seems we have different types of senses. This may seem like something you already know but it, like most things, goes deeper.

I have identified two different types of senses, which is, I suppose, actually more accurately described as "a distinction."

Anyway, your mind is set to work in a certain way, and when unexpected events perceived by the observer as events "of particular oddity" or "anomolous" happen, the mind is forced to open bizarre thought trains that may have to go boldly into some territory that is normally ignored. This effect is a sort of mental causal domain shear, one of my favorite explanations for things.

Anyhow, forcing these not oft used pathways to open creates an intense and volatile state of awareness within the mind that so produced them, then forgot them. This sensation is not altogether unpleasant, however, the result is generally perceived as "frustrating."

I digress.

Puzzlement, I have grown to accept, should be the general default mindset of anyone intent on figuring things out.

But, life is always... Anomolous, and sometimes, I would trade it all for just that next upsight.

I guess I'm an addict, in that respect. There's more to it, but I try not to think about ultra-abstract things all the time, and... Certain subjects are certainly well within that jurisdiction.

Say it with me, kids: "I try to survive spring."

Deny that seasons affect disposition. Do it.

Thats not what I want, I just... Life is strange always.


Always.